| Wednesday, October 29, 2003 |
| Sentimental and melancholy |
I finally highlights my hair with chestnut color. I think it looks ok on me(and the hairdresser agrees too :p) but I don't know, I haven't ask around. Well, as long as I feel good about myself, who cares, rite? If Mama and Babah see me, I dunno what they gonna say..hahaha...luckily they never complained in front of me when I dyed my hair before this.
Then, in Mama's email, she said Atok Jenderam is not well rite now, alwiz feeling sick and having no appetite. I am really worried, kayz...I love both my Atok very much and I don't want anything bad to happen to either one of them, especially while I am far from home. I suffered enough pain when I lost my both my grannies 1 year ago. Raya juz doesn't feel the same without them around. And they were the ultimate reasons I always abide to my religious belief. *sob sob*. I often feel much happier when my granddads can join my family and I for vacation because their presence somehow affect my manner. And till this day, I despise that person who knocked my Atok that he can no longer walk properly today. If not, he could have brought me fishing! Or join that vacation to Penang! *sob sob*. I wanna go home see my Atok... |
| posted by efarina @ 2:34 AM |
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