| Friday, March 12, 2004 |
| Living A Solitary Life |
It sickens me to think about this. To think of the fact that it is hard for me to make good friends at a new place since INTEC UiTM years. It was so damn easy back then in MMU. I easily found people I can connect to. But once I left that place and up till now, I haven't find a single soul that I can talk freely with. Oh yes, I made friends, no doubt about that. But it seems like they're just friends I have during the good times. No one knows the wilder heart that I have inside....the wilder life that I longed to enjoy.
It sickens me that I couldn't rush into the advice or help of someone when something bad occurs, or when I need to tell my deepest darkest secret while I am here. God knows just how much are being bottled up inside my mind and my heart. I miss Puteri and Pial and Arina and Serene and my fellow closest friends for that. But I can't do that here, can I? I ache for that kind of friendship. The one where you hold onto no matter how harsh the situation is...the one that I find very difficult to build here. Am I being choosy? Or perhaps I can't find someone I can connect to? I don't know. Some say good friendship are molded when you were younger. Maybe they are true.
It sickens me to feel so lonely.....it sickens me..... |
| posted by efarina @ 11:31 PM |
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