| Thursday, July 01, 2004 |
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I've been overweight. For a long time. I've been thin. For a short time. And I've been fat again. Now. I know people talk behind my back. Some say it out loud. It's a disease that no one can stop. I don't know why though. Is it a sin that you have more fat in your body than normal thin people do? As long as you do not reach obesity and are not in the brink of having blood clot, I do not see anything wrong.
But of course some people don't. Especially those who HAS NOT been overweight their whole life. I get sick hearing their stupid jokes. I get even madder that those thin people think that they're fat just because he/she sees a few lines of cellulite on her thigh. How do you know?! You are never fat your entire life. Just because you're fatter doesn't mean you're fat, freak.
I never have the heart to be like these people, coz I've been the victim. They don't know how hurtful it is to hear your schoolmate giving a nasty smile at you and say "You're damn fat, that's why", when you cannot run faster. That is why when thin people say I am fat, I feel sick. That is why when thin people say other people are fat, I feel sicker. And that is why when fat people ask me whether they're really that fat, I feel the sickest.
I am tired of all their jokes. I am tired of this depression. I may smile and laugh but that doesn't mean I am happy. I know I'm fat and ugly. You don't have to tell me. And you don't have to make fun of other fat people too. For your sin is worse than this fat. |
| posted by efarina @ 6:15 PM |
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