| Friday, October 21, 2005 |
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I'm a sucker for Asian dramas, I am well aware of that fact. Because right now, they're the only thing that makes me happy. I have been unhappy since when? 2 years ago, maybe. When I realized that the future I dreamt of is far from happening and when I realized that it is harder to both provide and get instant comfort from my closest friends since we are so far apart.
Freshman & sophomore year: I guess I was happy because they were a lot of things to discover at a foreign place such as Halloween, Homecoming, cute and weird Americans and complete freedom. I befriended Kelly and she introduced me to a lot of things and even made me birthday cookies eventhough we've only met for a couple of times. I made more friends. I love hanging out with all my big brothers, playing basketball, hanging out at their houses and going to Denny's after that for a late supper. It was so much fun because they're easygoing and there were always something to joke or 'biatch' about. Weekends were a blast back then. Now with them gone, everyone seems to be doing their own stuffs. Everyone has their own excuses that I-dunno-what and most of the people left aren't the type I'm compatible to hang out with anyway. I miss AR and Mudd the most. I barely talk to anyone anymore and I haven't been to Denny's in ages.
Multimedia University: Those short months at MMU has got to be the best time of my life. First time in college and there were so many things happening around that I have no time to sit and relax for even a minute. Dinner-out together with my other 3 lovely roomies. Making friends with the Malays, Chinese and Indians. Meetings with my groupmates and my committee members, although a headache most of the time, really made us closer to each other. Sports Day, English class, performing like sillies in the middle of Malacca town, liking Alfi, the 'building up our own country' activity, video conference with now Tun Mahathir, being doped by the 'Liar King', dealing with some gossips and who-like-who matters, getting and losing a good friend. I just love my life there because there's always drama around, it makes life though sometimes painful but ever more exciting.
Form 4 & 5: Need I even say much about this? I have 16FC, which makes school life in KUSESS bearable. We had fun, we had fights, we did silly things together, we studied together, we threw eggs at each other, we played hockey and basketball every evening and we did some bad things together. Some of the teachers hated us and some loved us. We were an icon back then. We were the closest of friends. And I was in love, so that made me much much happier.
If only I can travel back to these times, eh, wouldn't it be good? So until someone successfully build a time machine, I'll just enjoy my private time watching all the dramas that I have lined up. |
| posted by efarina @ 1:56 PM |
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