| Monday, February 06, 2006 |
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Remember last week I was complaining about what to write for my Japanese Valentine's Day short composition? Surprise, surprise...my essay was selected as one of the two to be put up on our class homepage. For those who wanna read it and can read Japanese, click here. FYI, the story was completely made up! I didn't know where did I get the idea of writing that piece of story, it kinda just flew out of my brain the moment I started writing. Perhaps it is because I watch too many movies these days.
These days also, there're so much hate towards the world dwelling inside me. I wonder if those people who run amok have the same feelings that I do. I hate some conceited Americans who think shallow, and I can't stand their ethnocentricity. I hate some Africans Americans because they're too loud. As a matter of fact, I think they're just like many Malaysians in Malaysia, forever arguing about their special rights tapi tau memekak jer and tak pernah buat ape-ape untuk lebih maju. I hate reporters who always use this line to describe a pop male star:"As usual, 90% of the concert viewers are female". So what if it is? It is only normal for girls to adore an attractive pop star, isn't it? It's not like we girls can get good enough guys in real life. Similar to men who go crazy at the sight of sexy girl on screen or in Playboy. Fantasy is a good thing, so reporters go learn some new lines for your news reports.
Finally, I also hate myself for not seeing a bright future ahead of me. What will become of me? That dream I have to be the richest among all my family members so I can give a better life to my parents, I don't think it will ever happen. Realizing what my own limits are, I really hated it. It is nice to be a kid isn't it because you can always dream. But reaching the age of knowing what I am capable of only doing isn't exactly sweet. Maybe I should move to Hong Kong and marry a triad king. The fastest way of getting rich. If only I am capable of doing that. |
| posted by efarina @ 10:22 PM |
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