| Friday, October 31, 2003 |
| Farewell Dr M |
| This entry may be a lil bit late but I don't care! As I am writing this, Pak Lah is probably the current Prime Minister already. For as long as I have lived on this earth, there is no other PM than Dr Mahathir. With him stepping down, I am pretty sure Malaysians felt a great loss of a very excellent leader in this century. I know I do. I sit, and think, and watch the news, and I cannot say how proud I am to be under the leadership of Dr M. He was, and may I say will always be, the most prominent and the strongest leader on this planet. With all those acheivements and developments he made for Malaysia, there is no doubt that his vision to see Malaysia becoming a successful,recognized country is far from beyond what we can think right now. There's no word for me to describe how ecxellent he is, at this moment I just feel a bit sad coz he's no longer the PM. And strange...Well, thank you Dr M for all that you have done. And let's hope Pak Lah will bring the same victory to Malaysia. |
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| Thursday, October 30, 2003 |
| Neighborhoodies |
| I just ordered a T-shirt from Neighborhoodies. The color is asphalt and the font is red. Be getting it in around 3 weeks. Soon, I'll have a T-shirt with my name 'Jazzy' printed on it. I am so excited! |
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| Wednesday, October 29, 2003 |
| Sentimental and melancholy |
I finally highlights my hair with chestnut color. I think it looks ok on me(and the hairdresser agrees too :p) but I don't know, I haven't ask around. Well, as long as I feel good about myself, who cares, rite? If Mama and Babah see me, I dunno what they gonna say..hahaha...luckily they never complained in front of me when I dyed my hair before this.
Then, in Mama's email, she said Atok Jenderam is not well rite now, alwiz feeling sick and having no appetite. I am really worried, kayz...I love both my Atok very much and I don't want anything bad to happen to either one of them, especially while I am far from home. I suffered enough pain when I lost my both my grannies 1 year ago. Raya juz doesn't feel the same without them around. And they were the ultimate reasons I always abide to my religious belief. *sob sob*. I often feel much happier when my granddads can join my family and I for vacation because their presence somehow affect my manner. And till this day, I despise that person who knocked my Atok that he can no longer walk properly today. If not, he could have brought me fishing! Or join that vacation to Penang! *sob sob*. I wanna go home see my Atok... |
| posted by efarina @ 2:34 AM |
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| Tuesday, October 28, 2003 |
| Overslept |
| Urghh...I slept the thru the whole nite! I went to sleep at 9.45pm and was supposed to wake up at 1am to study but I didn't hear the alarm ringing so I slept until 7.30am! So much for studying, huh?! Then, when I woke up, I made coffee so I won't feel so sleepy, but I guess I am just a bad coffeemaker. In fact, that coffee I made is the worst coffee I've ever tasted. After the first sip, I almost puked! Thank God we still have apple juice in the house... |
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| Sunday, October 26, 2003 |
| Monay Monay Poetic Ammo feat Reefa |
INTRO (YOGI B & POINT)
What?! Point Blanc, ( yo, whassup?) Yogi B, (uh huh)
Yo Reefa, why don'tcha tell em' what the makes the world go round?
VERSE 1 (REEFA)
Dear Lord why it always gotta be, about the money,
It's hella funny, the B bugs me like Bunny (whassup doc?!)
You best forget about the honey, less you frontin' mula,
Continously like a nose that be runny, (uh huh)
Don't ask for a Cher, even tho' you Sunny,
but it be another story if in your pockets you packin' G's
And a keys to a ferrari, not my cup of tea,
And also not my kind of sce-na-ri-oooo......
CHORUS (2x)
My, my, my, my, What makes the world go
High, high, high, high?( haha)
Every women wanna
Buy, buy, buy, buy, (say what)
It's all about the
Monay, monay, monay, monay (that's right)
VERSE 2 (YOGI B)
You give em' true love,that ain't enough
Shorty wanna be Jay Lo but this Daddy ain't goin' Puff,
Deniros, mula, or the buku bucks,
Coz' that what makes all these chicken heads cluck,
I say it out raw like a Wu- killer bee,
Cash rules everythin' around me ,Babaay!!!
If you got enough, you can make a boyband sing,
Million dollar videos lookin' like the real thang,
Never blow your whole salary on ice rings,
Coz, when you break up she gon' take the bling-blings,
But still, people ask me, Mr. Yogi B,
Why don'tcha' go to the States and do a gig with Jay-Z,
Get, Dr.Dre to produce the LP,
And do a colabro track with Slim Shady,
Well, Dr.Dre just gon' ask me one thang.....
SHOW ME THE MONAY!!!
CHORUS (2x)
VERSE 3 (POINT)
So we top of the line like Pacino, we ridin' like Geronimo,
We blazin' like like halipinos,
Fo' sho' tho' sometimes cash be on the low,
That's when me and Ammo we gotsta lay low,
So Yogi Izzay to tha' Bizzo, dreamin' of Benzitos, (who me?)
Slurpin' fettucini gainin' mo' by the kilo, (slurpin' FX)
Ay, we gotsta make mo' money son,
Coz' we be the providers to our fam, that's who I am,
Ain't no bling-blings, flossin' ain't a thang,
Livin' large like a king only makes mah' bankroll Ka Ching!!!
So, more money makes the world go round,
You earn it right kid, what you deserve will come around!
BRIDGE (2x)
My, my, my, my, my, my, my
I need mo' monay, (I can't get enough)
My, my, my, my, my, my, my
U gotta show me the monay ( just show me)
My favorite song at the moment since I've been bankrupt for so long. |
| posted by efarina @ 4:48 PM |
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| Ramadhan |
Happy fasting everyone. Hope this holy month will bring good to me. Hopefully, I won't be too lazy to do what is compulsary for me to do. Haih....I can count with my fingers how many times I've ***y since I got back from Malaysia. I have to keep in mind what Moez told us in that workshop at Janda Baik.
I talked to Chinozz yesterday. Told him about that thing I was really pissed off about. After clearing things out, and telling the whole story, it made me feel a lot better. In fact, we laughed when we talked about it. The story suddenly seems like one funny plot. I'm glad I'm in US rite now, at least people don't have the chance to create summore stupid, fake stories about me! |
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| People in USA are getting one free hour tonite at 2am...so everyone don't forget to turn yer clock back to 1am. That means can sleep for another extra one hour, or leisure for another one extra hour! Cool, hehe. And I want more rain..please please, rain tomorrow. It'll make my life happier! |
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| Saturday, October 25, 2003 |
| Sad |
| I miss my big bro. Now that I am so busy and apparently, he's way busier than me, we don't talk to each other anymore. I saw him today but we don't even say hi to each other. Haih....I felt so sad. |
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| Friday, October 24, 2003 |
| Halloween |
Hmm...Halloween is next Friday. Should I join or should I not join the fashion parade at State Street since it will be the fasting month? I have comitted enough sins than I intended, the idea of joining the parade on a holy month makes me feel quite guilty. But it'll be fun to be in the crowd again...and most of my friends are pretty hype-up about choosing costumes. So, what izzit gonna be...urgh, I hate making decisions.
I hope Zloco does not forget to meet Jade this weekend and asks her what color she's using on Mizz Nina's hair. If I can get to dye my hair the exact color, that will be so cool. If not, whutthaheck, I'm still going to the saloon and dye my hair a new color! Time to change babe, leaving my troubled soul behind. Anyone's against my intention or have suggestions what color should I try? |
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| Wednesday, October 22, 2003 |
| I want hair like Mizz Nina |
| I want hair like Teh Tarik Crew Mizz Nina! I want hair like her! Her hair color and hair style is so so nice! Gotta dye my hair like her! But what color is she using eh? I want, I want! :p Can see the photos at popshuvit.net. And oh yeah, I think Rudy and Moots PopShuvit are kinda cute! |
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| Dammit, I have to return that jeans I bought at Urban. I tried it again tonite and discover it was too big for me. The jeans was practically down half my butt if I pull it down without unbuttoning! Lesson: really really try to see whether the size really fits and don't rush to buy stuffs you see and you really like. Bummer, I really like that jeans... |
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| Tuesday, October 21, 2003 |
| Love vs Lust |
Hehe, I figured out very interesting facts about love and lust. Here goes:
Love When your eyes meet across a crowded room.
Lust When your tongues meet across a crowded room.
Love When intercourse is called making love.
Lust All other times.
Love When you argue over how many children to have.
Lust When you argue over who gets the wet spot.
Love When you share everything you own.
Lust When you think twice about giving your partner bus money.
Love When it doesn't matter if you don't climax.
Lust When the relationship is over if you don't climax.
Love When you phone each other just to say "Hello."
Lust When you phone each other just to organize sex.
Love When you write poems about your partner.
Lust When all you write is your phone number.
Love When you show concern for your partners' feelings.
Lust When you couldn't give a shit.
Love When your farewell is "I love you darling."
Lust When your farewell is "So, same time next week?"
Love When you are proud to be seen in public with your partner.
Lust When you only ever see each other in the bedroom.
Love When your heart flutters every time you see them.
Lust When your groin twitches every time you see them.
Love When nobody else matters.
Lust When nobody else knows.
Love When all the songs on the radio describe exactly how you feel.
Lust When it's just the same mushy old shit.
Love When breaking up is something you try not to think about.
Lust When staying together is something you try not to think about.
Love When you're interested in everything your partner does.
Lust When you're only interested in one thing.
Make you think twice huh what your relationship is based on. I vote for Must have love and a bit lust here and there..ahakz :D! |
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They are faithful and generous friends with a great capacity for affection, but rarely make friends with anyone outside their social rank, to which they are ordinarily excessively faithful. In the main, they are gentle, even tempered, good natured, modest and slow to anger, disliking quarreling and avoiding ill-feeling. If they are provoked, however, they can explode into violent outbursts of ferocious anger in which they seem to lose all self-control. Equally unexpected are their occasional sallies into humor and exhibitions of fun.
Quote:Astrology Online
Looks like this part of the zodiac reading is telling the truth about me!
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| Yay, I'm so happy I can put Nita's song on my page today. Sumtimes, the song might play and some other times it won't coz the web server has some sort of problem that I don't care to elaborate. The song kinda remind me of the good old times at high school, listening to the 1+1=3 album. Hehe...there's lot more about this song to me than its surface but of course, I cannot say it here coz it's too private *wink*. Hmm, isn't it cool if I am so good at playing guitar that I can form a band and sing like Nita? I don't have nice voice tho'...hehe...okay, I am starting to talk crap here coz I'm so lazy and hungry and not thinking straight rite now. Well, talking bout dat, gotta get back to Stats. Midterm this Thursday! |
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| Monday, October 20, 2003 |
| Finding peace |
Hamparan langit maha sempurna : Bertahta bintang - bintang angkasa
Namun satu bintang yang berpijar : Teruntai turun menyapa aku : Ada tutur kata terucap
Ada damai yang kurasakan : Bila sinarnya sentuh wajahku : Kepedihanku pun... terhapuskan : Alam rayapun semua tersenyum : Merunduk dan memuja hadirnya
Terpukau aku menatap wajahnya : Aku merasa mengenal dia... : Tapi ada entah dimana
Hanya hatiku mampu menjawabnya : Mahadewi resapkan nilainya : Pencarianku pun... usai sudah : Mahadewi resapkan nilainya : Mahadewi tercipta untukku : Mahadewi resapkan nilainya : Mahadewi tercipta untukku
-Mahadewi by Padi-
I find peace in this song. |
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| I juz got this pic from Nick. This is how wild our homecoming was last Friday nite. The guys in the photo are the frat boys gone crazy..hahaha. Ok, enuff bout homecoming. I mizz home and my frens. Sumtimes, at this point of my life, nothing excites me bcoz the people I love and want to hang around with are not here with me. Say, for instance, I was not amused when I got to go to Bradford Beach in Milwaukee eventho' I love beach. I don't bother to have fun and go out on Friday nite as frequent as I used to last semester. I don't even care to go to a party or a function anymore. Help me here, why am I feeling this way? |
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| Sunday, October 19, 2003 |
| Aftermath of the tour |
| So, I went to Bradley Center in Milwaukee yesterday to watch the tour. It was super awesome! I could sit there until midnight and I won't still be bored. Tony Hawk is definitely the king of the nite. With his smooth tricks, there is no denying he is still the best in the world of skateboarding. Andy MacDonald was also extremely cool! And so were the rest. Bucky Lasek, Bob Burnquist, Matt Hoffman, Rick Thorne....too much names to list here! The most amazing thing is how all of them can do the full loop stuff, which is so damn hard to achieve. Riley Hawk, Tony's son also was given the chance in the limelight. I bet one day, he'll be just like his father. I was glad I go. The 60 bux was worth every penny. Last night was one of the best night I ever had in my life. |
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| Saturday, October 18, 2003 |
| Tony Hawk Skate Tour |
| Good morning Madison. Homecoming yesterday sure did involve a lot of shouting. The parade was pretty cool..everyone was enthusiastic to beat Purdue in today's football game. But all in all, I had fun. A lot of us actually turned up including the new juniors so after the firework we all went to Vientiane for dinner. Today will be another exciting day! I am going to Milwaukee in two hours time, yeah! Can't wait to watch the skate tour. I hope I get the chance to take good pics. Skateboarding is fun... |
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| Friday, October 17, 2003 |
| Tag Board |
| Seems like almost everyone's web or blog has a tag board now. That is kinda cool but unfortunately I don't like to much words on my blog....it made my head goes fuzzy. And for that reason, I created the guestbook so there's a link to a new page where everyone can write anything at the guestbook. By the way Deya, you are not even nominated for the HC queen, how can I vote for you?! Hehe, if you tell earlier ..I can probably work sumthing out*wink wink*. Want to be next year HC queen? |
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| Thursday, October 16, 2003 |
| Monay monay |
| Die, die, die. I am so gonna die. I juz realize today that my account is overdraft. How am I suppose to pay gas and car rental to go to Milwaukee then. I should have returned that pant earlier, then I would have extra 31 bucks and my account wouldn't be overdraft. Darn. Why did Woodman cash the checque so fast? And why does I deposit Laura's checque too late? The OD is $27.50 for goodness sake! I lost my money just like that. Lesson is don't deposit checque or return stuff later than you intended. Haih...how...no money for this Saturday *sigh* |
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People who visit my blog, I'm a guitar freak, so most of the time I'll put up some rock songs. Vote to tell me what video or song you want to be put up or leave messages at my guestbook if you have a fave one! Basically you can post anything in the guestbook coz dats my way of communicating (*very busy to chat these days*).
I juz bought this new jeans at Urban Outfitters and I lurve it...hehe. Gonna wear in this Saturday to go to the Tony Hawk Boom Boom Huck Jam Pro Skate Tour. Ooohh...I cannot wait for it, finally I will be able to see Tony Hawk, Eric Koston, Dave Mirra and many others live! And tomorrow night is the Homecoming Parade & Fireworks, yay! This years theme is Light, Camera and Hollywood so I bet the parade gonna be a blast. I wonder who are the candidates for prom kings this year. Hope some cute hot guy wins :p. So everyone, let's dressed up, get togeda and have one hell of a moment tomorrow nite! |
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| Wednesday, October 15, 2003 |
| Bummer |
Darn! I thought A.R is going back at 5pm. I was so enthusiastic to send him home, just in time to discover that his flight was actually at 1pm. Argghh...what a bummer.
My calculus performance deteriorates. I got really bad marks in my first midterm, my homeworks and I didn't know how to answer the quiz just now. Why do I alwiz screw up in my study these days? Am I becoming dumber and lazier? I wish I have Nana and Sayang and Sk8 like last time in school to help me out. Duh...this is really depressing. Thank God I have Farrell to sooth me.
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| Tuesday, October 14, 2003 |
| This and that |
I am really amazed with Josh kay. How can he answer all those tough qs? It's like every single info is already compacted in his brain. Last time, I used to think Downey is the wisest guy around...he just knew too much he can make my mouth hit the floor listening to him talking bout all those stuffs he alwiz talked about. Mebbe it's the way Josh & Downey presented themselves...laidback, nonchalant yet so damn genius.
Jaygan called the three of us the dynamic trios. I never thought of that b4 but came to think 'bout it...pretty cool. We were in fact back then in MMU the dynamic trios(or should I say dynamic fours at that time). And even up till now..hehe. Can still remember those nites when we alwiz hang out at RSU or Irelax..this and that group coming to us to chit chat..spending 4 wasted hours hanging with different group of people....hahaha, don't I miss that time. But it wasn't so sweet to discover that some persons were nicknaming me 'bohsia'. Dammit, I didn't sleep with those every single guy I hang out with..so whatsup with the nickname? Some people really have to watch their bitchy mouth before spreading stories! And that guy who lied to me bout Alfi. He wuz such a big fat liar...and to think of the consequences the lies affected my life. Thank God I have my dynamic trios to make me smile again. |
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| I love Padi to the max! I listen to them almost every day. Thanks to Ahseng for introducing me to the Indonesian rock music. If not, I would have missed to listen to one of I assume the greatest bands in Asia. Mahadewi is my favorite piece. Cannot go one week without tuning to that song. Uuh, I am now a hopeless fanatic fan of Padi. So, screw Dishwalla... yamseng Padi. |
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| Monday, October 13, 2003 |
| A week in hell |
| Done with Discrete Math first midterm. Tomorrow is Microecons midterm and I haven't start studying for it yet! Darn, this week is a very busy week. I think I may be losing my zen if every week is as hectic as this week. Plus, I haven't call Arina or Puteri since I got back. That day call Syukran also talk for less than half an hour. I felt so damn guilty for not keeping in touch with my friends. They may think I've gone snob. Hell, I will try my best to call Puteri this weekend. THAT'S A MUST. Period. |
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| Somewhere I Belong |
(When this began)
I had nothin' to say,
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me,
(I was confused)
And I'd let it all out to find,
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind,
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed,
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel,
(Nothin' to lose)
Just stuck,
Hollow and alone,
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I wanna heal,
I wanna feel,
What I thought was never real,
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long,
(Erase all the pain 'til it's gone)
I wanna heal,
I wanna feel,
Like I am close to something real,
I wanna find something I've wanted all along,
Somewhere I Belong,
And I've got nothin' to say,
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face,
(I was confused)
Lookin' everywhere,
Only to find that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind,
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity,
'Cause I can't justify the way everyone is lookin' at me,
(Nothin' to lose)
Nothin' to gain,
Hollow and alone,
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I will never know,
Myself until I do this on my own,
And I will never feel,
Anything else, until my wounds are healed,
I will never be,
Anything 'til I break away from me,
And I will break away,
I'll find myself today,
When you feel so dumb and out of place, like me right now, you just wish you can be at an environment where you really belong. Why does this thing I'm going through rite now has to be my fate? Izzit because of all the sins I've comitted? The payback is too painful to be accepted sometimes. |
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| Saturday, October 11, 2003 |
| Badgers WOn! |
| TODAY IS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF WISCONSIN'S LIFE!! We fucking beat the OSU team who ranked 3rd! Buckeyes has been our biggest rivalry since birth and now..hahaha....you damn lose man! That no 44 Reynolds...I really wanna kick his fucking dick. He choked our quarterback Sorgi so he's outta game...dope luckily we still have Lee Evans, Stanley and Schabert, which by the way is nominated the best player for the game! So, the win today 17-10 is for you Sorgi! Long live Badgers. On Wisconsin and chill Barry Alvarez...you're the best coach! And long live to that guy who streak for 100 yards...hahaha! |
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Things I wish I can do:
1. Play skateboard. This has been my dream since high school but apparently I never had
the chance to learn.
2. Better at guitar. I can play but I'm not super good at it. I would consider myself good
enuff if I can play 3 Doors Down.
3. Pro at computer programming. I love programming but sadly, I am not that good at it.
4. Go to Italy.
5. Own a house and have a great interior design!
6. Date Ashton Kutcher. :P
7. Own a full-blast BOSE speaker system.
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| Friday, October 10, 2003 |
| Zen |
Yesterday That 70's Show "The Catfight Club" is one of my favorites. Since Jackie broke up with Kelso and now he's dating that whore Laurie, Jackie and Laurie kept hitting on each other. That's when Hyde came in and taught Jackie how to be zen. The way Jackie said "Hyde, you cannot just make up word that is not in the dictionary!" was so funny..hahaha. Anywayz, zen means aloof, cool, relax..something like that, get what I mean?. So, it gave me a thought of how cool it'll be if I can be more zen too. So, if sumone ask me "Hey, you want to go to the mall?" I said,"That's cool", and that person asks "What do you mean, are you coming or not?" I said "Whatever.." Hahaha, isn't that so zen or what. Like you give an answer but people don't really know what it meant! I am totally ZEN...
That guy who performed during the Homecoming Kickoff earlier this afternoon was really great at playing guitar. So rite now I am practicing more so my skill will improve. Farrell is gonna be so tired today :P. Hey, maybe I can form a rock band or sumthing, hmm.... |
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| Thursday, October 09, 2003 |
| Why Don't You and I & That 70's show |
Serious shit... the song 'Why Don't You and I' is an addiction. I've been playing it over and over on my MP3 and I can't seem to stop listening to it! There're 2 versions rite, one sung by Alex The Calling, one sung by Chad Kroeger. But I guess I like the Chad Kroeger version better..hehe...mebbe coz I still cannot accept the fact that Alex looks too boyish to be in a rock band. But anywayz, Santana is juz the greatest guitar player. I dunnola how he master to goreng the guitar giler cun, if me probably took another 20 years baru can jadi the next Santana :p.
That 70's show is juz so hilarious. I can watch it like..zillion times and still laugh like mad. On Wisconsin! |
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| Wednesday, October 08, 2003 |
| Urgghh... |
| I have discover a new hobby...which is skipping class! Exactly whut I am doing rite now :p. Not that I like to do it but I alwiz stay up late doing homework. Then I get so sleepy in the morning and I think, darn I'm lazy and I go back to sleep. Well, maybe I am juz such a lazy ass....hahaha |
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| Calculus 2 sux. Dammit I dunno how to do the homework! Head's going bonkers at the moment...anyone care to do the homework for me? |
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| Tuesday, October 07, 2003 |
| True City Gurl |
| Duh...I am beginning to hate Madison. Been living here for almost one year and starting to get bored. See, I am not the kampung type of gurl..since I came from KL..I guess I enjoy better living in New York..hehe....boring stupid Madison |
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